Lemme be honest, there are handful of people with whom I am me, not matter how, with all others, I’m awesome because I don’t like to be bad.
My mom says, I was the most crying child at birth and was the most turbulent child in the class 🙈.
I always needed something to do, something to spend my energy on. Every time I stayed silent, sat doing nothing, I slept within next 2-3 minutes.
This holds till date, even today, if I stay silent for a while, I start snoring. There’s one thing changed though, I’m not that unstable child anymore, I’m not that turbulent anymore 🙈.
The more I grew, the calmer I became. I remember, I never liked to play with toys, I always wanted to open things up, to see what’s inside.
I always played with kitchen utensils than toys. Almost all of our steel glasses in the house had dents on them because I always took them to play. I would slam them on door, would knock them on floor …
and then I grew further, the interest shifted from those utensils to watches, mechanical toys, electronic things .. By the time I was in 5th – 7th of my standards, I had opened almost every thing in my home that could be opened.
let me tell you that I don’t understand Electronics at all, but back then, knowing that something happens in the coil at the back of the watch, some magnetic stuff that switches its pole periodically, which makes the watch hands tick at constant period was enough for me to bring happiness to me. Every time I understood something as simple as thins, it was a happiness of being a scientist 🤩.
The more I grew, the more I started looking into things, trying to understand how things work. Till date, my nature remains same, I always want to be good, trying to consider every situation and give my best at it. I don’t like to be fake, I consider being bad in the eyes of people for something good but yeah, the goal of life is till same, I want to be good, better, best …
Till date, all the things, interests, curiosities I carried with my life, they play big role in me. I like to read about tech things, I like to try to look at people and know them better, I like to learn to pick a lock, I like to see how the software in my phone works, I like to code … all the curiosities in life, I still carry with me, at the same time, at times, I’m still the same childish one.
As good as my habit of ‘knowing things better’ is, aspiration remains same, in the process of knowing more about us, about our minds, I wanna create one, the artificial one, which would be no less than us, I want to create an artificial mind that might be as awesome as us but would try to be …
I don’t want to achieve it, I want to do it because I want to ..
Anyways, sometimes I keep talking…
You take care, have a great day ahead 😊