I never hoped for a courage to change my life. I am optimistic. Optimistic in the sense I never fail to take my pleasure on my dids. No matter how hard or easy it is.
I have learnt to find happiness in smallest things I do, I have learnt to live with the petabytes of data inside. It has everything… the smaller ways, big ways and everything that ever mattered.
It’s easy to end the story on Cloud9 but it’s really the regrets that teach how to enjoy being on Cloud. It’s no different for me either. For me, I would like to keep my regrets and enjoy being with them… afterall, it was all that ever mattered, everything else is just an illusion of life.
I know, I can’t wait for life to begin but I can’t even wait for being on top of the world. I have learnt to be on seventh heaven with all the things left. Be it be allthings life or the petabytes of data inside.
I never really cared about my life, the regrets that I have, one way or the other, they all have to with spoiling lives. That is it. There is nothing to do but to leap away from all these broken threads in my hand…not for me, but for all the lives that got spoiled in the process.
There is nothing but to be bold and present this whole show in the dark, where the spotlight shows he’s dancing but no one knows that the spotlight is just 10% of what they see. They don’t know things in the dark.
Nothing lasts forever, I liked my childhood, I enjoyed days… it inevitable that I’ll have to be fair with life with all other things that I did not get. It all is going to happen.. either now or later.
Even though we can’t wait for another person, we can’t wait for everything to fall in place .. I almost agree, but we all do know that we can’t break birds wings and ask it to fly .. It would never. The most it can do is to flick between the branches and believe it can fly..
Then then !!!
Let’s sit on the branches forever, believing that we all can fly… at the same time lets never try once to actually fly… not because you will fall again, but because it will remind you that you can’t fly.
Let’s be smiling in the spotlights and enjoy being in the rest of the dark. So that at the end, at least everyone will clap.
Do you know that place in between nightmares and dreams? The place where tomorrows never come and yesterdays doesn’t hurt !! The place where your heart beats in sync with just your own .. no matter how hard you try to sync it up.
The place where time doesn’t exist, and it’s still easy to breathe. It’s great to be there 😊.